Friday, September 5, 2008 11:29 PM
I always feel that I'm not important at all. And that's right.
People don't like me. Classmates, teachers, people. I know I'm not good. But that feeling sucks a lot. I'm not happy. Especially at school. You know, at school, everyone is looking at me with that look. I know maybe some of them don't like me. And the past few days I can even feel more and more people hate me. I don't like to go to school. I always wish that I could be sick and not going to school. Then, I don't have to look at the people. I don't have to face them. Looking at them, just make me feel like dying.
I know that's my fault if people are treating me that way. I know I have attitude problem. I don't know when will all these end. I had done so many wrong things in the past. So, that's what I get for myself. Serve me right, huh? Sometimes, you may have change, but people will not accpet you anymore because you had done wrong in the past. I always say the wrong things. I know that many people got angry because of what I have said. Words kill...
Why am I like this? I had try to change, but it didn't seem to work anymore. Sometimes I wonder, do the paople be friends with me sincerely or they just faking around. Sometimes I wonder, do they really hate me or it is just my way of thinking? I have no idea.
Somehow, I wish things could change. A better tomorrow, huh? *ROFL*
