Thursday, October 30, 2008 8:36 AM
OMG!!! I'm so fat!!! Listen, it's fat....My face is so big right now....round and I have DOUBLE-chin!!! That's really bad....Moreover, today only I found out that my neck was so short. Oh I look really horrible right now.... It's time to lose weight, LOSE WEIGHT!!! Ok, but I just had a burger for my dinner...lose weight? Starting from tomorrow then. LOL
Test papers were returned back to us. Oh... My Physics paper was a real disaster!!! I got only 57 marks!!! Although I thought that was beyond my expectations, it seemed like almost all of the people got an A1, and at least, an A2!!! That made me upset. Forget it!!! Just forget it!!! Never mind. It's all right. T.T
Ok, goodnight Jacklyn.
Sunday, October 26, 2008 10:00 AM
Hey Jacklyn, those people hate you....Can't you see it from their eyes? It's natural... LOL
Ok, I don't give a damn on that...really? YES...I guess so....:p
I slept at 5.30 in the morning today....ummm...no...maybe around 6 in the morning. I could hear the birds chirping....Chih-chih-chih-chih....Cute....Haha!!! Actually I didn't feel like sleeping...I worried that if I lie on the bed, I will start to think about many many unimportant and IMPORTANT things....I had rather stayed in the dark living room, doing some handcrafts...PUKE!!! And, it's the time of the month again...When girls feel uneasy...hah...you know what....
It's around 1 in the morning now...and it's DEEPAVALI!!! A very Happy Deepavali to all the people that are celebrating it!!!! The living room is so dark now...I'm now in another living room. There's only a table lamp that had been switched on. Mum and dad went to bed just now, the door had been closed. I'm all alone. Sis went to Alex's place. She is not going home tonight. I don't feel like going to bed now. LOL
I have 2 days of holidays...Monday and Tuesday. I want to look for a job now, since exam had been over, and holidays are coming. I hate school!!! I just hate it!!! You have no idea how bored I am in the school. Holidays, I love you. You are my remedy for being stupid, annoying, or whatever in the school. Now, back to the job. I don't know what should I do. I really want to get back to HSC, but it's way too far away. Dad didn't like it. I wanted to be a salesgirl again, in the shopping centre, but dad said that it was not so convenient. He asked me to work at a place near my house, which was convenient enough, that was good. He also said that if the place was near my house, lesser pay was also no big deal. Actually, NO WAY!!! I want to get a high-paid job!!! I want a job which pays me more than 1000 bucks a month. Anyway, will I get that? Will anybody hire me, the immature 16-year-old girl which is fat, short, ugly and dumb? No idea. I don't know if I can find a job like that in here. Even in the shopping malls, maybe they will only pay me 4 bucks per hour. That's cheap!!! So cheap. And I will have to work like hell in the shopping malls. What should I do then? I'm so confused, baby.
I have to get back to school very soon. This Wednesday. I really don't feel like going to school. What should I do in the school, alone? FUCKER....
Damn!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008 7:14 AM
Exam fever....yuppy....
Exam had been started for 2 weeks. 2 stressful weeks. 1 more week to go. Fu~~~
This is the final exam. Final exam, man!!! The most important one....I am so damn worry now.
For these 2 weeks, I slept late. There were 2 nights that I slept at 5 in the morning. Of course, I slept a few hours before. But, the thing was, even though I had slept for a few hours before, that weren't helpful. Pimples started to accomodate on my oily face. One day, I went to the toilet at about 3 or 4 in the morning. OMG!!! I looked into the mirror, and I realised that I looked really really awful, even much more awful than normal! LOL. And the odd thing now is, I never feel sleepy. Not in the afternoons or in the nights. On the normal school days, I will feel really sleepy in the afternoon, but now I just can't feel it!!! Maybe my body is undergoing some mutations now after not getting enough sleep. HaHa
Thursday, October 2, 2008 5:08 AM
Happy Hari Raya!!! Yup....It's Hari Raya again. Last year, during Hari Raya, I was working. Now, during Hari Raya, I'm studying like hell. Umm...actually not studying, but just worrying. I haven't really started studying yet."EXAM"This word really scares me. I have exam phobia probably. Not cool at all. Moreover, it's the final exam that I will be having!!! God, please help me!!! T.T
