Sunday, November 23, 2008 6:52 AM
Tomorrow's a holiday for me...hurray!!!Yesterday my mom helped me to dye my stupid hair. That was the first time I dyed my hair. lol. After washing and drying my hair, I didn't see any colour changes. I was so dissapointed. Just now, my mom helped me to dye my hair again. And, I'm so happy now, my hair is now brownish in colour... :). Finally, I could see the change.Tomorrow's a holiday. But starting from next month, Mondays could no longer be holidays for me. I have to attend tuition classes again. Tuition classes. Oh I just hate tuition classes!!! But in order to get a good grade for my add maths and maths, I have to attend tuition classes. If not, I will DIE. :(Let's talk about my job then. The people there are being nice to me now. Maybe in the beginning they were not that close to me. But now, it's alright. But I am kinda lazy to go to work. I want to stay in my home sweet home and just do my own things. But for the money, I have no choice. :)
Friday, November 21, 2008 6:24 AM
Baby it's Friday!!! I love Fridays!!! And I kinda hate working now....T.TTomorrow is Saturday, my favourite day of the week!!! But still, I have to work!!! *Bummer*Today Stella Chung entered our shop. She was quite pretty, but she left after a few seconds. lolI had been having strange dreams during the past few nights. I wonder why was I having all these dreams. Oh....They are driving me crazy. Help me....They are really strange. I'm so sick of them. :(Gotta go now. Nothing much to write. My life is boring. lol
Thursday, November 20, 2008 5:45 AM
Memories.... I have so much sweet and bitter memories in my 16 years of life. I miss someone now. I miss many people now. I miss many things now. Many things and people from the past. The past. I feel sad when recalling all those memories. I want to go back to the past time. It had been about a year now. I still can't forget all those memories 1 year ago. I so worry that I will remember all those memories. They were like the sweetest memories in my life. But things had changed. If I go back to the place right now, many things might have changed. So sad. Today was the 5th day of me working in the boutique. Holy crap!!! My performance was really suck-ish. Damn me!!! I still don't know yet. Maybe my boss will fire me. Just like Donald Trump had always said in "The Apprentice", "XXX, you're fired!!!" Zomg!!! Will it be that way? Will I be fired? Hell knows....Today when I reached there, my boss a.k.a. Jason asked me to vacuum the floor. I thought I was about to sweep the floor but then he asked me to vacuum the floor. Maybe he thought that I didn't really know how to sweep the floor properly so instead of a broom, he asked me to use a vacuum cleaner. Oh no... That was the first time I used a vacuum cleaner. My boss was helping me. SHIT!!! I didn't know anything. Fuck me!!! Then I arranged the new stocks in the evening. After arranging all the clothes and so on, I thought the storeroom was still messy. I could read it from Jason's face. Holy Christ, I'm a real dumbo. Jacklyn the DUMBO!!! Fuck me once again. :p
Sunday, November 16, 2008 4:35 AM
Baby, it's holiday now. I'm really missing school days. I mean it. For the first time ever in my 11 years of school life, I'm gonna say it out loud, "I LOVE school!" I felt sad leaving school on Friday. Don't know why. Yesterday was my first day of work. There were 2 girls and 1 boy there. Some of them were really good people, but other, hmmm... Haha!!! I really worry that they will fire me. I think my performance really suck. S-U-C-K. Oh mommy.... Let's hope for the best then.
Ok, what more to say? Let me think first. Today, as usual. Many customers tried on our clothes today. I don't know how much sales we did today, because I was not the one collecting the money. lol. I really miss those days in HSC. I was the only one in charge of the clothes. I collected the money, promoted the clothes. Everything. And I had really good friends there. They were not arrogant, they were really friendly. I missed those days so much!!! We always went to the shops to buy food. And those days were really fun and meaningful for me!!! But all those things are now being kept as memories now. I hate the word 'memories', because it always has a sad feeling in it. Stupid. Awww.... What to do? Dad didn't let me work there. It was too far away. I really want to go back there. But maybe some of my friends there already left there and went to work in other places. I miss them.
Tomorrow is a holiday for me. No work. I was supposed to go attend Mr.Teng's tuition class tomorrow, but if I go there tomorrow, I will only be able to attend the classes 2 times this month, so dad told me to go tuition next month. *Sigh*
Thursday, November 13, 2008 11:51 PM
Time passes by so fast.... This was the last school day for the year 2008. I'm not really excited about the holidays, but I'm feeling a little emo. This year sucks....Actually, for me, every year suck. I'm emo-ing, so damn frustrated. FUCK!!!!!
Sunday I went for an interview for a job. Yesterday the boss called me and asked me whether I could start work from tomorrow onwards. WoW!!! This is really freaking me out, because tomorrow will be my first day working in a different place. I'm so fucking nervous right now. I'm not gonna think of today, I will think about tomorrow. Today had been a bad day for me. :(
I'm feeling really confused right now. I really have no idea why am I feeling this way. I don't know what to do right now. Cry? Perhaps. I think I will be going crazy very soon. I wanna scream out loud. I'm not feeling happy. ARGH!!!!! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 10, 2008 5:57 AM
Oh Monday Monday Monday.... I didn't want to go to school, but since we will be having Mr.Lim's class, so I had no choice. School day is boring day...Ewww.....
Today, I spent my time doing Sudoku. ;(
I heard people talking in the class, but I had no idea what were they talking about. ^.*
The day was getting boring. I felt so emo.... E-M-O.
Went home at 1.50 p.m. today. I was not going to Mr.Teng's tuition class, because I might have other planning this holiday and I hadn't have my exact timetable yet. Mr.Teng would be angry at me, I thought.
Dad told me that mum hadn't bought lunch for me. Ok, never mind, I told him. I would have my lunch later. Went to Carrefour for some groceries shopping with my parents. I had my lunch there. Umm....actually, it was lunch+dinner, so it was lunner, or dinch....lol I don't know.
I want a job now, desperately. No $, hard to live.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 7:25 AM
I'm having a real bad day. I won't tell why but I'm feeling really bad. I'm so confused. *sigh*
Today I never had my lunch. Reached home and I went to sleep on the couch. I'm so frustrated. Oh what-the-fuck!!! I didn't feel like eating anything. The food that my mom bought was left on the dining table. Ugh...At about 4.00 p.m. I woke up realising that my parents had got home. Uncle Chin was with them. I felt boring so I went into my parents' room and felt asleep again. I was awakened by my dad at about 5 p.m. He asked me to go out and have dinner with them. I refused to go out. I just woke up, I felt really bad, I was emo-ing and I wanted to watch the tv show. They went out. I went to the living room and watched tv. I took the food which was supposed to be my lunch and tried to finish it. But I felt like vomitting looking at it. I didn't even manage to grab a bite at it. They reached home at 5.30 p.m. We watched tv together. Then at 6.30 p.m. I finally took my shower. At 7.30 p.m. Uncle Chin went home and my parents took me out to buy my dinner. I had chicken burger again. I love burgers. They are really tasty. The word ' burger' reminds me of Jack Berger in the Sex and the City drama series. LOL
Bad day.... Tomorrow I'm not going to school. Anyway, dad is going to Raub tomorrow morning. No one is fetching me home. I now have a reason to play truant. ^.^
Today is a bad day for me. I'm gonna kill myself sooner or later. ;(
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 2:08 AM
Baby, I skipped school again. I was feeling kinda horrible yesterday. I had to hold tissue papers in my hands all the time. So I told my mom that I wouldn't be going to school today. I slept late yesterday. I don't know the exact time though. I was busy listening to Jay Chou's songs. Kinda addicted to them. ^.^
I called up Jo Yee again at 1.30 p.m. She told me that I was in the 27th place in the class. Oh my....27? Bad....T.T. I have to work really hard next year in order to survive then. LOL
So tomorrow I guess I will be going to school. School?....HATE it!!! :(
Sunday, November 2, 2008 11:36 PM
Ah......mommy I'm sick.....T.T
Skipped school today....Actually I was lazy to go to school at first, but I got sick so I wouldn't go to school anyway....LOL
Woke up at about 9.30 a.m. today. Got dressed up and waited for sis Sheryl to come home. Finally she came home at about 11 a.m. Umm...let me think. Ya...around that time. We went out for brunch with mom. We went to the KFC near my school. (I was worrying that I will meet my teacher there...lol) Sis drove her car round and round the restaurant but couldn't find a parking place. We wondered why there were so many cars. She wanted to park at the handicapped parking lot, but that was really bad of us to do that. So sis finally found a parking place. When we were about to enter the restaurant, there were some people standing outside there. One of them who was a white guy told us that there was a private event in the restaurant. *Bummer* We then went to the Pizza Hut restaurant. After we entered, sis suggested that we go to the other KFC nearby. We went to the one in OUG.
Ummm....There I was having fried chicken though I was really sick, having sore throat and cold. I love to eat!!!! I looked really horrible. My lips were really dry and my nose was red. I was feeling really not well. Mom went to the pharmacy and bought me Panadol pills. After taking the pills, I felt much better. ^.^
I called up Jo Yee. The results were out. She said that I will be in "20 something" place in the class but she didn't see my name. OMG!!! Where was I? She asked me to come to school tomorrow. MUST!!! I have to wait until tomorrow....:(
7:41 AM
Aww....I'm sick...F to the U to the C to the K!!!!
Thanks to dad I'm sick....LOL
First of all, Happy Birthday to my mommy!!!! It's her 49th birthday!!! My mom is 49 now!!!
Yesterday I slept at 3 a.m. Went to SJK(C)Salak South yesterday for an event. Omg...I sweat too much yesterday....I STANK!!! I really had no idea why I sweat so much!!! Omg!!! I was so embarassed because I was really smelly!!! So, the lesson was, remember to put on eau de toilette or deodorant before lending a helping hand in any event like that!!! And there was another big secret!!! I borrowed a pair of trousers from my mom, and the zip was spoiled!!! I knew that but I didn't care at first. I thought that it was nothing. When I reached Happy Garden, I was given the uniform and I was asked to tuck in my shirt. I was like "Oh shit!!! I forgot that I need to tuck in my shirt!!! I should have wear my own jeans then..." I was panicked. I went into the toilet and called my mom. I told her my problem and she asked me "How?" I ended the call. When we reached the school, I kept covering the "zip place". I asked others for pin. After that, I called my mom again. I said," Mom, my trousers can't tahan anymore!!!" I asked her to come to the school and pass my jeans to me. I waited for a long time. Finally my dad and mom came. I had to change my jeans in the car because I didn't want to change in the toilet!!! Haha!! I was so glad that I had changed my trousers. If not, I don't know how will I survive for the afternoon!!! ^.^
The day before yesterday, I went to have my fringe cut. So I went out with my mom. The hairdresser cut my fringe and I was like "Oh no!!! Why do I look so weird? Why do my hair look so weird?" I was about to burst into tears....How do I go out and meet other people? After taking my shower, I cried. The hairstyle was really ugly. But mom and dad said that it was nice. So yesterday during that event, I clipped my hair. Oh...bad bad bad....
Went out to yum cha just now with my parents. Since I didn't have enough money to celebrate mom's birthday, so I just belanja my dad and mom yum cha....lol
I'm sick. I hate it!!!
