Thursday, November 6, 2008 7:25 AM
I'm having a real bad day. I won't tell why but I'm feeling really bad. I'm so confused. *sigh*
Today I never had my lunch. Reached home and I went to sleep on the couch. I'm so frustrated. Oh what-the-fuck!!! I didn't feel like eating anything. The food that my mom bought was left on the dining table. Ugh...At about 4.00 p.m. I woke up realising that my parents had got home. Uncle Chin was with them. I felt boring so I went into my parents' room and felt asleep again. I was awakened by my dad at about 5 p.m. He asked me to go out and have dinner with them. I refused to go out. I just woke up, I felt really bad, I was emo-ing and I wanted to watch the tv show. They went out. I went to the living room and watched tv. I took the food which was supposed to be my lunch and tried to finish it. But I felt like vomitting looking at it. I didn't even manage to grab a bite at it. They reached home at 5.30 p.m. We watched tv together. Then at 6.30 p.m. I finally took my shower. At 7.30 p.m. Uncle Chin went home and my parents took me out to buy my dinner. I had chicken burger again. I love burgers. They are really tasty. The word ' burger' reminds me of Jack Berger in the Sex and the City drama series. LOL
Bad day.... Tomorrow I'm not going to school. Anyway, dad is going to Raub tomorrow morning. No one is fetching me home. I now have a reason to play truant. ^.^
Today is a bad day for me. I'm gonna kill myself sooner or later. ;(
