When Troubles End, So Does Life. Time Doesn't Go

Monday, July 6, 2009 1:34 AM

At 5.30 a.m. today, Uncle Jimmy was confirmed dead. He passed away after a few weeks in coma condition. Uncle Jimmy was an old friend of my dad, which my dad had known for about 40 years. That's a real long time, huh?

I remember he always gave me money when I saw him. I couldn't recall the day when I last saw him, but as I could remember, it was during a day after my school. I think that was on last year. He was together with my dad in the car when my dad came to fetch me home. It never see him again after that day. And few weeks ago, he got a stroke and it was a serious one. Then he was in coma. As I know, he did open his eyes about one or two weeks ago, but he couldn't talk or move. and on this morning, he finally passed away.

And I still remember Uncle Chin. He was a friend of my dad whom he had known in July last year. He was 40 years old and he is a tall guy. He is religious. He went to the temples, listened to the Chinese prayers, and so on. He passed away on the 2nd of December. A week after that day, only we got to know that he had already passed away. He suffered from a heart attack. My parents were curious 'cause he had not been keep in touch with them for a few days. Although we all just got to know each other, he was already becoming a close friend to our family. When they asked the guard at his condo, only they found out about his death. He passed away on his bed, alone. There was no one in his house at that time. it was shocking for us to hear the news.

Actually, I didn't really like being with Uncle Chin last time. He always talk about all those religious things and other things which I'm not really into them, so I felt frustrated whenever he talked about all those things. But what now? He is not here anymore. I can't no longer see him, hear him talking or have meals with him.

People come and go. Some people stay for a while in our lives and then they are gone forever. Some stay for a long time and finally they will be gone forever too. Some people enter our lives for a while, then they are gone. Maybe they are still living in this world, but we never see them anymore. If we are lucky enough, we can still see them or talk to them, but the feelings are not the same anymore.

Uncle Jimmy and Uncle Chin, rest in peace. You will always be on our minds.
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I'm always left alone. In the school, I'm always seen alone. Maybe alone is my symbol. So what? What if I'm not loveable? What if I'm not good enough to be your friend? I don't wanna be your friend either, 'cause you SUCK!!! LOL. I may be alone without you, but I'm not lonely. I have my family, right? :)

Look nicely, sometimes being alone can be wonderful too, people.

And whenever you are feeling down, unhappy, frustrated, desperate or whatever, try to look outside. Life's beautiful. It's not just about the idiot people that come put you down. It's not just about the small and big things that toughen your life.

So, please don't forget to.................

smile

&

laugh

See, life's wonderful. :P