Sunday, October 11, 2009 5:17 AM
Just opened a new blog. http://jacklyn-chung.blogspot.com/ Got tired of everything, please feel free to visit. :)
Friday, October 9, 2009 9:28 AM
I can't take it anymore. My mind is so packed. I cried, I called you, I asked you and I thought about it for a long time, I still can't really make myself trust you. Why all the things occured at the same time and they seemed to be related? I checked on things, but why I still can't make myself believe you? You explained to me, but were you telling the truth? Were you just lying? I wanted to trust you, but you couldn't convince me. And all the things that happened, I can't really do it. It is hurting me much. If you're really lying, please just stop it. I beg you. This is the second time I beg you. Please.
1:04 AM
10th of October 2009. Friday. It's raining now. And I'm all alone in the house.Skipped school, again. I know, most of my friends skipped school too. :D We'd discussed about when to skip school yesterday, and we'd agreed to go back to school only on next Wednesday. Whee!Woke up at about 1 p.m. today. It was about 20 minutes after school ended. LOLThought of going to swim just now, but it rained. Bummer.... So it is still raining, so I'm gonna stay alone in the house. I should be studying, 'cause SPM is coming very very soon. Kinda freaked out right now when I'm talking and thinking about it, so I'm gonna stop talking about SPM here. :PI feel like taking a nap right now. It feels really good to sleep on a rainy day. :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 7:42 AM
We are having problems now. Like, seriously. :(I can't deny, I really like him, alot. :(Maybe I'm a replacement. Who knows? I've always been a replacement in everywhere.And I just checked out my name on the The Very Best Baby Name Book, Jacklyn means SUBSTITUTE. Ok, no wonder. lol:DSkipped school today. :)Actually, I think most of my classmates skipped school today, too. haha.Woke up early today to do something important. It was our secret ya, lmao. Was supposed to go back to school at 1 p.m. to attend History extra class today, but I didn't turn up at last. I wanted to attend it, but I hadn't finished my History homework! I was sitting in the front table too, I didn't wanna be screwed by Miss Kok! So... Hope Miss Kok won't screw me up in the school tomorrow or in the future. LOLWas busy copying Physics answers in front of the computer just now. Gotta continue copying the answers later on. My mind is saturated for sure now. Arghh!!!FUCK!
Well, this word had not been showing up in my blog post for such a long time. And now, it is here again! Welcome back! :D Miss you alot.I'm kinda addicted to the song Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson, though the music sounds kinda like the song Halo. At first I thought The Saturdays or The Pussycat Dolls sang it, but later only I knew that Kelly Clarkson sang it. Nice song, Kelly!And forget about your boyfriend, and meet me at the hotel room. You can bring your girlfriends, and meet me at the hotel room. lol. Actually I should change that to, forget about your girlfriend, and meet me at the hotel room. You can bring your boyfriends, and meet me at the hotel room. ROFL. Just kidding. I like this song. :) Bye.
Monday, October 5, 2009 8:58 AM
I don't wanna feel this way.
I feel like shit now.
I feel like as if the end of the world is coming.
All I want now is just a companion, but all I can find is just me and myself.
Maybe Yi Ning was right, but I do trust myself.
Stop telling me that you love me. Do you know that that's hilarious 'cause we're too young? :D
Stop telling me that you miss me. You do know that that's not true 'cause you miss the other chick?
Stop telling me bullshit. I don't wanna hear no more. I've had enough of those.
I was right. I shouldn't have trusted anyone.
Friday, October 2, 2009 3:06 AM
It's time to brush up my English. I realised this when I got back my English papers. Puan Foo even written a comment on my Section B essay. It's about 45 days more to the SPM day, guess I don't have much time left.
We got to know our positions in the class today. My result turned out to be better than I'd expected. Kind of didn't believe it, but believed it at last. I have to put in a lot of effort in my studies from now on, 'cause I know my results are actually not good at all. My parents want me to enter Form 6 if I don't get any scholarships, which is kind of making me frustrated, 'cause I don't wanna enter Form 6. Not at all. My sisters were studying in Form 6 before, and I knew it was hard to study in Form 6. And yeah, I know, with the kind of results that I got, I don't think I will be able to get any scholarships. Thus, the conclusion is, there's a big possibility that I will be entering Form 6. :(
Being single is always much better than being in a relationship. LOL. How do people maintain their marriage for so many years? Hmmm.. I wonder. :O
