Friday, October 9, 2009 9:28 AM
I can't take it anymore. My mind is so packed. I cried, I called you, I asked you and I thought about it for a long time, I still can't really make myself trust you. Why all the things occured at the same time and they seemed to be related? I checked on things, but why I still can't make myself believe you? You explained to me, but were you telling the truth? Were you just lying? I wanted to trust you, but you couldn't convince me. And all the things that happened, I can't really do it. It is hurting me much. If you're really lying, please just stop it. I beg you. This is the second time I beg you. Please.
